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‘I haven’t got anything’


Reported by Debbie

Published on Wednesday, May 3rd, 2023

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‘I haven’t got anything’


Written by Debbie

Published on Wednesday, May 3rd, 2023

Debbie shares how it feels to be able to carry all of your possessions in a rucksack on your back.


So I’d got into Manchester. Obviously, I’d been living rough you know, moving around the country a lot, so I didn’t have a lot of stuff. I had one of them big rucksacks and then my own little backpack and that was it. That was all my worldly possessions.

So I moved into this hostel, put things away. Everything sorted nicely and some of the others decide to come in and say hello, yeah, great, come on in. And one of the girls, 18 years old, been kicked out by her stepdad.

So she’s like, “Where’s all your stuff?”

“I haven’t got anything.”

“Yeah, but where’s all your stuff?”

“I haven’t got anything.”

“What about your clothes?”

So I opened the wardrobe and there was like three changes of clothes, you know, three complete outfits.

“Is that it?!”

“Yeah. You know, I’ve been living on the streets mate. What do you expect?”

She felt sorry for me.

Which, you know, is fair enough. I’ve felt sorry for people in the past.

Written by Debbie


51 years old, I've spent probably half of my life on and off as what would be called homeless. Includes periods on the streets, hostels, periods in temporary accommodation.  I've lived in so many hostels, it's ridiculous. Some that were basically a four bedroom shared house, which was great fun, you know, it was a good laugh. Another one, a hundred women in a hostel. Oh God, that was a nightmare. It just gets so bitchy.  I was one of the first in Manchester on the ABEN (A Bed Every Night) scheme. I spent two years living on a friend's sofa. I mean it was annoying because you don't have your own space. But he was a really good friend. I knew I was safe. We were more like brother and sister than anything else.  And then from there, I actually went into a rehab. And because you don't have a tenancy agreement - it's just a contract, a behavioural contract - you are classed as homeless there.  Thanks to that, I sorted my drug and alcohol problems out. Then got into volunteering with Shelter, and now I’m a Grow Trainee.  

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