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‘I am here, you know, I am in existence, I’m a person.’


Reported by Pottsy

Published on Thursday, February 16th, 2023

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‘I am here, you know, I am in existence, I’m a person.’


Written by Pottsy

Published on Thursday, February 16th, 2023

I was living on the side of a canal in probably 2017, maybe 2018. I was in a tent and some lady had come down. She gave me some soup, some food, couple of cans of beer. some smokes, and sat in a tent with me for a bit as well. She’s now my friend. 

And I didn’t know her at the time but she said, ‘Don’t stay here, it’s freezing’. Snowing it was as well. Really cold night it were. So she said, ‘Come back to mine, stay at mine if you want, stay on the couch.’

I said, ‘I can’t, I’m not doing that.’ 

I didn’t wanna do that because the reason I’d become homeless that time is ‘cause I took people in at my my own place and I got kicked out for it. And she was in a council house and I didn’t want that happening to her. So I didn’t wanna put that pressure on her, or make us both become homeless, you know what I mean? ‘Cause it wouldn’t be fair on her. 

So I refused her offer. 

So then I was just about to get my head down and put my tunes on, listen to some music. Next minute I felt the tent moving. So I jumped out quick and ripped the tent open. So I got in a struggle, I’d ripped the bleeding thing. So now my tent’s knackered. 

And I looked around and there’s two or three kids dragging the tent towards the canal while I’m in it. 

The canal’s frozen over. 

I jumped out, I were like, ‘Are you mad?’. I said, ‘You know, I’m not in the best of places here at the minute, and you wanna put me in canal? What’s wrong with you people?’ 

One of them just threw a Twix at my head and went, ‘Oh, ya scruff’. 

I said, ‘Nice one for the Twix like.’ But wow.

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On and off I was living in secret on the canal, hid away. 

Then I thought no, bollocks to it. I’ll do it fucking right in front of everybody’s face so everyone can see. That was a bit of a statement why I did it.

Then the media got involved and Manchester Evening News came down, a few other people came down. Channel 4 came down, did a bit of an interview with me, an interview on prisons as well – people coming out and having nowhere to go. 

So I’d done that really so people could see and you can’t just brush it under the carpet. 

I am here, you know, I am in existence, I’m a person, you know.

The police came down whilst I was on the canal and says, ‘What you doing here?’ 

I said, ‘Living.’

He said, ‘You can’t do that’. 

I said, ‘Why, have you got me a flat?’. 

‘That’s Not, oh that’s not my job’, he said. 

‘Well, what is your job?’. 

He said, ‘To move you on’. 

I said, ‘Well, that’s great innit, I’ve got nowhere to go then’. 

He said, ‘Not my problem. Go to Manchester or something’. 

‘I don’t wanna go up Manchester… there’s a lot of people on all sorts of drugs up there’ I said. ‘I might end up on them myself if I end up there, because I’m not in the best of places at the minute. You know what I mean?’

 ‘Here I’ve got a network of people regardless of whether I’m on the streets.’ I’ve got my mom living local. I can’t live with my mum because my stepdad be arguing with me mum over it. So that’s why I didn’t stay there. Plus she’s in like an accommodation where I wouldn’t be able to stay. She’d end up kicked out for me staying.

Eventually they gave me a 48 hour dispersal notice not to camp or make  any encampments anywhere in the whole of the city of Salford. 

So I said, ‘Now you’ve just took the whole of the roof off my head. Where’s the help? You know, Aren’t you supposed to come down and say, look, we’ll find you somewhere nice and warm. You know, you just took the whole roof off my head. What do you want me to hide in a bush or something? So you can’t see me.’

Move on to the next street and then somebody else kicks me off it. Move on from there. Move from there. 

You’re going round in circles.

Written by Pottsy


This is me, Pottsy. I started work at 14 and am a qualified cobbler, locksmith, shoe repairer, key cutter🔑, alterations, I can cook, clean, I've done chef 👨‍🍳 work at the Rainforest Cafe that used to be in the Trafford Centre, I can build, bricklay, plaster, woodwork, gardening, I've worked alongside Probation services, I've also been on probation too. I've been to prison, I've also set up groups to help those in prison or being released from prison and to help their struggling families too. I've also worked alongside Shelter and many other organisations, I've also setup many projects and organisations or at least been a part of it in some way or another, Whilst running my own project "Saving People Shelter Project" I've manned the phones 📱 📲 ☎️ 24/7 365 days a year which I still do to this very day, trying to help those in need that our own local authority have and are failing, I've cooked for 20 vulnerable adults that were residents at the shelters I and my friends created out of nothingness. I'm in 2 books 📚 one called "No Fixed Abode: Life and Death Among the UK's Forgotten Homeless" by Maeve Mcclenaghan and another one called "Down and Out : Surviving the Homelessness Crisis" by Daniel Lavelle. I'm also writing ✍️ my own book, which will be published. No one knows what struggles an individual has had to overcome, which is the reason to speak and treat people with equal respect, but guess what I made it I'm still here and I'm 10 times stronger 💪 then I was before and each day that goes by I become more stronger 💪 but I have compassion, love ❤️, respect, honesty, I'm not judgemental, I give second chances, third chances and so on because we all need them, none of us are perfect. I went down the rabbit 🕳 hole but I do now know how to climb out of that dark hole 🕳 and stay out of it, I survived and now I'm here to teach you how to do the same ❤️ Peace Love & Unity 🤝 ✌️

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